OCTADE
@octade@soc.octade.net
Mortality sucks. Many others are suffering from being sad and lonely too. Everyone is so busy just trying to survive these days that the energy to reach out is gone halfway through the work day.
I feel lazy when I know there will be zero reward and only pain for the task in front of me. I get into the 'whatever' zone.
If I sniff a hint of reward I'm the energizer bunny drummer.
Maybe you need an opportunity with a payoff--a great experience, a thrill, cash, etc.